22nd step

There are so many days... well everyday... i think that i'm the stone of you way because... is just...

Maybe you're wasting the most beautiful time of your life for an illusion, because that's what i am.

You don't know me, i don't know you and time is killing me every second i know that i'm so far away from you, i can't have a kiss when i need it, i can't hear an i love you when i beg you. Just hearing your sweet voice with this 3 simply words makes me feel and indescriptible happiness.
I tell you something: when i fall in love i don't give much value to this feeling because the 90% of times is just an effect to being so much time alone and i ignore it. But when i know you i had a lot of fun with our game and when i know the human before a lovely blue-eyes guy i really like this person but i think it was crazy so... i tried to forget, one long year.

When you said me that you love me... was hard to believe.

How could a person like you loves a... person like me? I'm really weird, i smoke, i drink, i'm not very polite... i don't have virtues at all, nothing to give you except all my love that i was keeping only for you all that long year... loooong loooong year.

And now i have you... but you don't deserve me...

Is like when Arthur thinks that Alfred is so much for him because he's kind and brave, he's pretty and gots the most beautiful eyes in the world. he can do anything he wants, he's perfect.
That's what i think about you... you're that hero and i'm that... drunk guy.

I remember when you fix this situation in our game... but i don't think that in real life will be the same... or yes...

I told you, you can do anything because you're perfect... maybe the world won't think like me but... to me you're perfect.

21st step

¿Sabes? Según google maps, tardaría 6días y 19 horas de llegar desde mi casa a la tuya a pie.

A veces tengo la impresión de que merece bastante la pena hacerse esos seis dias de caminata solo para verte cinco minutos y caer en tus brazos por el agotamiento y las ganas que tendría de dormirme. Ya sabes como soy en ese tema.

Llegaría tarde para el evento en cuestión y darte una sorpresa... asi que no tendré mas remedio que esperar al año que viene y cumplir mi promesa, no suelo ser una persona que falle a mi palabra.

Quiero cambiar de vida, de aires, quiero cambiarlo todo pero lo que quiero conservar de un paso al otro es el amor que siento por ti.

20th step

Ultimamente me ha dado por recordar...

Como era yo quien llamaba a salir a mis novios, les invitaba a cenar, les acompañaba a casa, les pagaba sus caprichos, recargaba sus moviles para que me llamaran...

Siempre fui el hombre de las relaciones.

¿Es por eso que... insisto en estar con mujeres?